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I've been dreaming of a True Loves Kiss...

Thu Jul 9, 2009, 1:18 PM
  • Mood: Happy
  • Listening to: True Loves Kiss : Enchanted OST
  • Reading: Pride and Prejudice and Zombies
  • Drinking: Oolong Tea
I'm back <3

( For how long, I'm not so sure... )

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Je veux toujours plus

Tue Jan 6, 2009, 6:31 PM
  • Mood: Distracted
  • Listening to: Travailler : TTC
  • Reading: The Invention of Everything Elise by Samantha Hunt
So, I've decided to go on a hiatus from DA.
I'll still be checking every so often to
comment and look at everyone's new things but
I won't be posting anything new for a while
(Not that I have been anyway XD
...which is the reason for the hiatus in the first place)


I've joined flickr (possibly temporarily, who knows.
We'll take it one step at a time and see where it goes,
you know?) But because I'm new there I don't have any
friends yet! So if you have a flickr let me know! :3

Mine is [link]

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I must go on standing.

Sun Sep 28, 2008, 4:25 PM
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Après moi : Regina Spektor
  • Reading: La Symphonie Pastorale by André Gide
Bonjour tout le monde! Long time no see.
I should write more on here to keep in touch
because there are so many people I used to talk to
that I haven't talked to in a long time,
which makes me sad.
Lets pick up our pens and tell each other secrets again, ok?

It's officially fall now
and I wish that the weather was cooler,
but lately it's been really humid.
We did have 4 rainy/cloudy days in a row,
which made me smile.
But to me it won't really feel like fall
until the leaves are changing and I can wear my scarves.
I wish it would hurry up and get to that point already.
Actually, I feel like I'm wishing that a lot lately;
for things to come quicker.
I wish that my hair would hurry up and grow long because
I want to feel like a mermaid again and I want to be able
to braid it and play with it like I used to before I cut it
And I wish it was my birthday and Christmas already
because I want to make snow angels and see my family
And I wish that spring would get here already because
I want to graduate and I want to go on my senior trip
to The Angel Of The Sea with Sydney.

But I also can't help but think that I should savor this year,
my senior year, because it's the last year I'll be
Here In Maryland and live near my friends etc. etc. etc.
I want to speed up and slow down time all at once,
which is a strange feeling.

Lately, I've been going through a lot of changes, too.
There are things I'm growing out of
and things that I'm growing into.
LIKE. I'm growing out of looking in the mirror and counting
all my flaws and I'm starting to smile more and notice
all the beautiful things around me.
I've given up using my shyness as an excuse to
never speak to people I don't know;
I've been making myself speak even if I'm scared
and my hands are shaking.
I like that, that feels good.
But there are still things I need to work on;
I should let go of my grudges, for one.
And I should have more patience-
for myself and others.
Once step at a time, I guess.

My taste in things is changing, too.
Like the kind of music I listen to
and the way I talk / dress, kind of.

Anyway, now I'm rambling.
I just wanted to let you all know
how my life has been going lately
And that I’m wondering how your lives
have been going as well. :]

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SUMMER!

Fri Jun 13, 2008, 3:55 PM
  • Mood: Joy
Summer summer summer summer :]
I had my last exam yesterday & now I am freeeeeeeee! <3

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I shouldn't have met you.

Thu Apr 3, 2008, 1:07 PM
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Sky : Loveholic
  • Reading: A Certain Slant of Light by Laura Whitcomb
  • Drinking: Peach tea :3
It's raining, & I'm drinking peach tea.
I really wish it was still spring break,
because I was not ready to come back to school yet.
I feel completely unmotivated, which is bad.
Especially now, because I have so much to do...
I have to take the SAT & AP tests in May
& it's really important that I do well this quarter,
since the rest of my grades this year have not been so great.
But I feel like I don't even care. It's horrible. =.='

& I'm in a strange mood again.
I'm reading this book, A Certain Slant of Light,
& it makes me so jealous.
Where can I find a love like that?
Someone, please let me know.
SPEAKING OF WHICH,
I'm kind of angry at myself
because I feel like I don't say what I want to to him.
I don't act the way I want to act around him.
I want to act the way I really am, but...
I end up acting the way everyone else expects me to.
It's hard to explain. But for him, I wanted to at least be my total self.
What would he say if he knew that? What would he think?
I'm so happy when I talk to him,
but I wish I kept it more to myself.
I keep rambling to my Mom about it,
or I call Sydney or Sijia & then I get angry at myself
because it doesn't feel special anymore.
Plus, I sound so annoying when I talk about him.
I piss everyone off when I don't shut up.
But the truth is, I really do like him.
I almost even have expectations. Almost.
It would be stupid to take it further than that.
I mean, the chances that he would like me...
I mean... I don't even know if anyone could.
Or if I would even be worth it.
I'd probably only end up disappointing them, too.

I should probably go do my chemistry homework now.

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